I'm struggling with this right now. I am latching on to everything that has ever had any meaning to me. Maybe out of fear.
I wish I could wrap Dylan up, keep him from ever feeling this way. I wish I could make sense of life's hurdles, life's terrifying, uncertain moments. I wish I could find some comfort. somewhere.
...something.
I keep hoping that someday, I'll forget the hurt, or at least it will dull a little. I'll forget the reason why I've cried, who has caused me pain. I'll be confident that the definition of freedom is not revenge, I won't question it. Things will unfold in their own time, in their own way, and I won't be scared.
That day isn't today.
You're my world. Nothing is certain, but I know you're my heart.
"Uncertainty is the only certainty there is, and learning how to live with insecurity is the only security." -John Allen Paulos
